Tuesday, 30 June 2009

Saturday, 06 December 2008

  • Indie Weekend with the Indie Kids

    WOW!
    finally i got through xanga.
    the indie gods must be helping out
    THANKYOU!

    my head is still SPINSPINSPINSPIN.
    my ears still ringing from Peter Bjorn's Young Folks.
    i woke up and thats the first song i decided to play on itunes.

    my weekend kick started on THURSDAY.
    spontaneous is KEY.
    ended up in Changkat for Cloth&Clef's Rokkit.
    and boy was it wordlessly indescribable!
    the energy and the people...
    WOW!
    finally another place i can call home...

    Le Girls (me, ch-ch-ch-chiky, meeeeeeeeem and jay-to-the-hahn) left in a white car in pretty clothes.
    not pretty with heels and tight dresses.
    pretty practicality with every person's best friend : Chuck Taylor tied to our feet.
    with beer in hand, the start-up music sounded okay despite the mistaken genre for the night.
    but eventually mr-awesome-DJ played some sick Nirvana to BLOC PARTY!
    strapped ourselves behind the console, on the stairs and started calling out the crowd.
    ENERGYENERGYENERGY!

    came home all tired and HAPPYSATISFACTION!
    been awhile since that feeling existed.
    maybe since the 30th of AUGUST.

    and then.... *BOOM*
    i woke up and it was FRIDAY.
    i am smiling with glee because....
    OMFG OTK !!!
    Twilight Action Girl at BarSonic!!!!
    and i actually WENT!
    it was like a breath of wholesome indie air.
    something i had to endure without for 3 months.
    the music.....
    whoa....
    STEREO-FUCKING-PHONICS and not just any song... but.. DAKOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    fucking A!!!!
    WILD!!
    i've been fucking stereophonics this couple of months that when i moan i moan out Dakota's lyrics!

    the people somehow looked GORGEOUS.
    male and female alike.
    that my friend is very rare in a small confined area.
    met and blew kisses at a few familiar people and not.
    mostly Bangsar homies like the showpink guys, hothiptattoo steph.
    its the hair. its the hair. its the hair.
    the hair that made my mom go "oh my god, where's my daughter?!"
    yes THAT hair.

    fuck i'm gonna reread this and go WTF.
    why because like i said, my head is still spinning.
    its 10AM and i'm waiting for the hangover to kick in.
    fuck me.

Monday, 24 November 2008

  • Twilight-Schwilight

    don't expect much from the movie.
    especially if you are one of those huge movie buffs who enjoys good indie flicks like In Bruges, Elephant and My Own Private Idaho.
    twilight proves that filiming such corny characters (vampires) is no easy task without making the vampires too retarded.
    i read the books although i have trouble reading the last one because its a complete waste of paper if you ask me.
    they should have just left the book at Eclipse which i think was my favorite after Twilight itself.
    best vampires are the ones from Underworld.
    the acting in Twilight is a bit stiff.
    Abang Faris is right.
    it is kinda like Covenant.
    good looking actors who can't really act.
    if you had ugly actors with the current movie, i'm sure its gonna flop.
    I heart Edward Cullen in the book.
    he's someone i wouldn't mind gnawing me anywhere for that matter.
    but i will not let Rob Pattinson touch me.
    i liked him better as Cedric Diggory because he was British and everything about the Brits is sexy.
    trying to be american is NOT.
    i was laughing my ass off and was in pain watching him in Twilight.
    he looked like he had a 4 ft pole up his ass.
    and don't get me started on the girl.

    i mean take the movie as it is and don't let it ruin your imagination from the book.
    because i think it has already tarnished mine.


    still i guess its a good movie.
    something you would have to watch if not you'll have sleepless nights like me.
    i still do.
    and i still sleep with all 4 books by my pillow.

    i liked the first kiss part.
    i guess its sweet to a certain extend.
    and also the stuff he says to her, i teared up a bit.
    yes i get emotional.
  • Detach my nose

    lately i have been feeling so malas to do anything.
    blogging is like a chore now.
    so is replying emails.
    lazy hazy.
    assignments are left piling up in my folder.
    from reports on LOHAS to Garment and Composition drawings.
    with all these distractions, how can i start?
    maybe the whole last minute factor is my only drive in completing my work.
    my motto:
    "alar, esok kan ada?"

    finals is in 3 weeks or less.
    exams and tests are like "blargh!" now cause we have them ever so often.
    which i guess is a good thing.
    plus the assignments kicks ass.

    we get to create print and video ads.
    our marketing project involves creating a product and packaging and write a report on how to market it.
    and the presentation on Lifestyles of Health and Sustainability (LOHAS)

    cool projects but no motivation.


    i fell sick this weekend.
    maybe because after a long-ass hiatus sinning at night, is has taken a toll on me.
    2 drinks and i was high like an amateur fuck.
    sad or what?!
    i miss Zouk and TAG nights.
    Barsonic, cepat lah bukak!!!

    kay i'm already no pro at doing this blogging thing.
    so i'm just gonna go get my ass to class now.

Tuesday, 18 November 2008

  • jinx! it is not happening!

    i am superstitious tahap dewa.
    i hate talking about good things that are happening because i am so bleeding anxious if they don't happen.
    or when my right eye twitches, i get nervous too.
    but its been twitching since the weekend.
    and this couple of days i couldn't be any happier.
    holding all the good stuff is making me feel this out-of-body experience.
    like i'm gonna burst out in hysterical giggles and start jumping around till my boobs knock me out unconscious.
    i like those out of the blue days.
    Coldplay nights, Vogue clippings and 90210 marathons.



    oh please visit http://eatmyneonshorts.blogspot.com

    pls&thankyou

Thursday, 13 November 2008

  • 80 photo/comment notifications in 8 hours

    things have been happening that i can no longer care to write in this limited space anymore.
    i have too much work on my hands and thus i am only able to express a chapter of it in mere words.
    sorry folks no pictures this time around because my camera has been faulty and besides i am tagged on Facebook by my very efficient photographer friends.
    college seems brighter everyday.
    i am beginning to feel extra comfortable among the people i dare say are my close friends now.
    i now have teenagers at the brink or just reached adulthood as friends which at times makes me feel a bit inadequate (hahaha!)
    i boast about them because i think they are one of those rare people you know made an impact in your life because of their eccentric character and gist.
    you have no idea how much i am thankful for having them around.
    my results turned out to be a breath of fresh air.
    above average by 20% for most.
    i am indeed proud of myself for being able to do so despite a few momentary relapses of judgment in my part.
    i really really want to do this.
    i have never really been so passionate about something since forever.
    sure it took a few wrong turns to get where i am today but i am glad i took those wrong roads because it made me take life more seriously.
    was reading back past entries about my future plans.
    at times i do feel a little sad and a punch of regret because i am never able to follow those dreams anymore.
    despite being optimistic there are times i just needed to be really realistic.
    and sometimes the 2 don't mix.
    yes it sucks to see people leave. but they will eventually come back.
    every single year.
    so here i am.
    i will be here next year and the year after the next.
    and i guess i am finally feeling okay about that.



Saturday, 25 October 2008

  • Mana Seluar Pendek Neon Aku?!

    hey.
    link this up will you...
    my sideline project...

    EAT MY NEON SHORTS
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    ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-check it out please

  • like a knife

    gila bipolar sial.
    from one moment i am all jumpy-jumpy.
    and the next i am all messy and emotional.
    the kind if i talk about it i think i'll start bawling like a imbecile.
    which is why i hate talking about sappy crap to anyone.

    seriously, this couple of nights in these couple of months i've been feeling so fucking lonely.
    from emo twitterings to tear-infused conversations.

    i don't mind BEING lonely.
    but i hate FEELING it.
    because you can feel lonely even when you are surrounded by the people you love.
    and being alone does not mean you will feel lonely.

    i jump into too many conclusions to make me feel so much better about the future arrangements.
    telling myself that things will unfold in a good way.
    all the positive thinking helps for a bit.
    and then moments after they just drain out leaving me back to square one.

    being optimistic is tiring because it takes a lot for people let alone MYSELF to actually convince my-own-freaking-self!
    so i like numbing it all out.
    keeping myself busy does work only to a certain extend.
    sometimes i like it when i'm poor and left with only $50 to last we for 10 days because then i will stay home and not run off buying bad-juju to make me feel whole again.
    i can say no to happy-nightouts because indirectly i'll say no to the drugs.
    so i'm at home listening to emo music, curling up crying in bed.

    to be honest i have no idea what is wrong with me.
    if i could i would list them all here.
    but i don't.
    so i'm stuck with something i don't think i can fix.

    i step out into the world to at least TRY to work things out.
    i need to seem okay.
    before everything falls apart.
    i can't let YOU see me like how i feel.

    sometimes i just want to disappear and never come back.

Wednesday, 22 October 2008

  • because...

    there's no fashion without music and so music wins.....

    i now understand the logic behind my nights filled with music and all sorts of sounds. i am addicted to all things that carries a tune or conversation. so i usually sleep with a good movie on. especially the ones with a great soundtrack. in psychology last time, someone mentioned that sleeping with a chaotic background such as with the tv on or with music blasting while getting some shut eye is never good. the brain's REM goes manic and so you'll wake up tired. no peace of mind they say.
    but i cannot sleep without sound. i love falling asleep while having a conversation. putting my playlist on repeat.

    I'm keeping myself busy so that i won't feel lonely. its getting easier since work is piling piling piling up like mad.
    i say bring it on!

    Simian Mobile Disco this saturday at Zouk!
    wow!
    they are on Razzmatazz #07

    =

    tres awesome!!!

    I'm a hustler baby

Sunday, 19 October 2008

  • rojak

    SATU:
    did this on friday.



    "chaos called creation"

    DUA:

    these has been in my playlist this past week.
    GREATEST shit ever if you are into TAG nights and indie music.
    the albums memang susah to get.
    was a bitch trying to track down most of the songs...
    even torrents can't help you...
    btw:
    Razzmatazz is this club hailing in barcelona famous for having indie nights every weekend.


    TIGA:
    i have wacky art bitches as friends.


    me


    mim


    raihan&chiky


    EMPAT:

    i love fairydust.
    makes me literally fly.
    i know eventually i'll fall hard on the ground.

    FIVE:

    speedzone had awesome music.
    but macam tin ikan tuna.

    SIX:
    raya came and still coming.
    NO MORE RAYA FOOD PLEASE!

    SEVEN:
    lighting a cigarette with matches tastes so much better.


    LAPAN:

    i wanna watch THESE...

    LATEST/FINAL Twilight trailer...
    fuck ya'll Edward Cullen is gonna fuck me on the ceiling...
    and the other trailer is Push.... Dakota Fanning is grown up now.

    SEMBILAN:
    most boring entry i have ever written.
    bah...
    i hope these pictures makes it more interesting...



Thursday, 25 September 2008

  • again.

    the reminders.
    the change in phone numbers.
    the change in networks.
    the fact that next year is gonna suck camel balls tahap dewa.
    just bracing myself for whats to come.
    if i think this is bad...
    i don't think anybody would wanna see the state i'll be in by mid next year.

    no more wishful thinking cause obviously lucky stars were never meant for me.

    i just wanna get through this without holding my breath in hopes i will stop crying this late at night.
    the nicotine buildup is making this holding-breath business a bit troublesome.

    get ready for the detachment folks.

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

  • because i'm a bitch that way

    holy mother of cunts!

    i am officially one of those pathetic fucks who's addicted to Gossip Girl.
    not that i was never an addict before but last night's episode was the fattest cherry on top of the addiction sundae.
    OMFG indeed.
    when the cw network decided to have those nasty, dirty, kinky ads to promote the new season people wondered if it was just one of those stunts and exaggeration the network was trying to pull off.
    honestly and believe me IT SO ISN'T!
    the sex. the scandal.
    FEROSH!

    gossipgirl_omfg2

    because i cannot tahan...
    please don't read any further cause this is one damn major spoiler of The Dark Night... episode 3 of Season 2.

    okay here are the highlights which got me screaming and biting my pillow for the excruciating 42 minute episode...

    more-nanessa_122x168

    so vanessa and nate sorta got back together which was uber-sweet... till...

    nate-and-catherine_153x106

    stupid cunt-fuck-shit-wank-slut duchess (who is the Lord's step-mom) shoo-ed V off by telling her to stay away if not she'll tell the FBI where's Nate's convicted-of-fraud dad's whereabouts.
    so V had to fake it and tell Nate to eff off despite the LOVE!

    hot_136x168

    chuck had an erectile problem. so the solution was blair.
    he like so almost-shagged her during the blackout.
    blair claims she thought Chuck was Lord Marcus in the dark...

    spotted_153x122

    dan and serena broke up in a not-THAT-emotional scene in a stuck elevator.

     

    hahaha NAH ambik kau!

     

    no, if you think i'm gonna end the entry with the oh-such-a-cliche "you know you love me...ex-oh-ex-oh" well you can just go fuck a sheep or something.

    tomorrow would be another night of 90210 baby!
    yes i watch that one too...

    along with Blood Ties and True Blood (you guessed it... 2 vampire tv series!!!!)
    the vampires sexy sial.
    candie!

    i'll include spoilers on those another day.

    got an economics paper to study before 2PM tmw!

Thursday, 11 September 2008

  • the sweetest

    this proves that love IS indeed blind.
    as love does not see gender, race, religion...
    anyone can love anyone.
    there's no restriction AT ALL.
    don't let the fanatics tell you otherwise.
    well that is my belief.
    i believe we all have the right to love who ever we choose to love.

    Ellen & Portia's wedding video and pictures


Wednesday, 10 September 2008

  • "pak 'ajie tau teknologi!"



    sekiranya anda bermasalah jangan segan dan segera ke laman web INI
    barangkali kem yang diiklankan dalam semua surat khabar dan cetakan-cetakan popular melayu masa kini memang berkesan...
    lihatlah dengan mata anda sendiri di laman web tersebut.
    pengalaman yang anda bakal mengalami termasuklah tidur di dalam lubang kubur, berbaring-baring di atas tanah sambil seorang lelaki melangkah-langkah badan anda... berenang di dalam parit lumpur...

    malangnya laman web yang memaparkan gambar-gambar keseronokan mereka yang mengambil bahagian sudah di turunkan. mungkin atas sebab-sebab yang memang munasabah.

    ayuh, kita mengambil bahagian!


    DIDIKDIRI


  • whats been up

    1.
    i have tests throughout this whole week.



    tomorrow is my last paper before FINALS that coincidentally is happening NEXT week.
    eeeep.
    i am slowly screwing up my subjects.
    not in the painful "I AM FLUNKING MY PAPER!!" kinda way...
    but as compared to the first tests and whatnot i did so much better then than now.

    2.
    the tv series' new seasons are out this month.
    which means an overdose of drama for me in the form on Gossip Girl, the new 90210 2.0 and Dexter by the end of the month.



    best lines would include...
    "damn that mother-chucker!"
    "and 'i am Chuck Bass' does not count as an answer..."
    so far GG is at episode 2 (i actually rushed home after class to download the freaking episode after it aired barely 3 hours prior!)
    i don't know what i'll do without Torrents!

    3.
    my indie rock playlist is currently THE shit right now.
    who needs fucking radio with the over the top adverts and censored lyrics.
    ranging from The Bravery to Ok Go and Broken Social Scene to We Are Scientists...
    i.absolutely.dig.
    here's Time Won't Let me Go by The Bravery... it's also from the Gossip Girl Soundtrack




    4.
    bestest discovery since the discovery of Dexter from Showtime would be Junkie XL.



    electronic music couldn't sound so much sexier.
    music like these makes me miss those clubbing mabuk nights at TAG...
    sigh.
    Cities in Dust is the best track yet.
    i have been grooving to that song over and over and OVER again in the bus, in the shower and even in my sleep.



    5.
    i have to live with less than $80 bucks till the end of this month.
    i know September 30th is still a fucking long way to go.
    i blame Topshop.
    whats worst... the students lockdown thing is happening sometime next week.



    BLOODY FUCK.
    i'm gonna be stealing some money from those who aren't looking.
    beware.

    6.
    i have a boy who adores me but he's 18.
    and i'm not interested.
    why?
    because he's EIGHTEEN!
    eighteen and TWENTY does not sound good.
    plus ada potential to be gay too.
    THAT will be another story.

    7.
    this has a bit of the doing in no.6 cause a week ago he took me out on a date (i didn't know he was 18 then...) to the Petronas Art Gallery.... gila random.
    random because i don't even know who he is and his friends were all smiley smiley with that muka tersengih.
    and it was more like "hey you wanna go to KLCC's gallery after your morning class tak?"


    do go and visit the Petronas Gallery @ KLCC.
    3rd floor i think...
    The Working Title is until sometime in October.
    works of art from emerging young artists from the country.
    more info HERE

    and it was such an eye opener (the gallery not the date...) that i became interested in the art scene.
    i didn't know or maybe wasn't aware at the amount of fucking cool people in KL.
    yes i feel low myself...
    which led me to get all excited going to the Annexe for the first time (FINALLY!) with steffi.
    our adventure started out with a rainy day.
    we took the train to Pasar Seni and walked arounf Central Market...
    we were so dressed up and ready for an artsy adventure.
    equiped with umbrellas, we battled the slight drizzle.

    leather boots and pink umbrella... ME!


    the posing professional Steffi.

    we even battled with our hunger by distracting ourselves later on at klcc by watching The Love Guru.
    worst.
    movie.
    EVER.
    the dialog was fucking random it was as though the actors were pulling lines out of a HUGE jar filled with random quotes about everything...
    Justin "le coq" timberlake was fucking scary...
    which leads to...

    8.

    sexiest website ever.
    not to mention a brilliant job on the concept of the website...
    William Rast
    it's Justin's clothingline website. the concept is that it's a movie....



    just go to the site and watch the trailers...
    mind you its a CLOTHING brand.
    "why is he so hot?"

    9.
    on saturday after berbuka puasa at the family gathering, stef and i managed to make Ridhwan who loves us dearly to drive to Hartamas for indomeeburderdagingtelurmatakerbau at bestari!
    ate like fatties despite our lack of hunger from the prior buka puasa indulgence...
    but still....
    at least we still have cousins who LOVES us.

    10.
    i finished 1.5 KG's worth of chocolates. 95% finished by ME!
    yes you can say it out loud....
    I IS THE FATTIEST FAT IN THE FAT WORLD!

    11.
    if xanga was a human being, i'll torture the crap out of it...
    i'll stick FAT NAILS in it's eyes.
    take razor blades and slash it AND THEN pour LEMON juice all over the wound.
    and the i'll cut its ankles with a saw and leave the feet hanging on it's thin skin.
    and feed it's tongue to my neighbor's dog.
    why?
    because Xanga has been a fucking BITCH to me.
    so now you know... if you are a bitch, you will get tortured...

    12.
    talking about torture...
    YOU MUST CLICK HERE WHEN YOU ARE ANGRY!!

    13.
    i think the new 90210 tv series' punya casts are absurdly skinny and they look like 12 year old bratty teens.
    kay the part on bratty teens is TRUE!
    hahaha...
    just look at them...



    i'm currently getting the 3rd episode whcih aired in the US OF A 12 hours ago.
    was telling Leon how i am in sync with USA's time due to my devout obsession with the airings of tv series'.
    like i NEED the LATEST episode asap kind.
    and he said... "you so belong here!"
    yes i do. and yet i am STILL stuck here.


    14.
    my hair dah panjang ish...
    this was taken 4 months ago...



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    and this is how i look now....



    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA kidding lah!




    still the retard i was 4 months ago

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